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As I was looking at the scene unfold in front of me, I tried my hardest not to cry.
Levi and Jacey were kissing.
I turned my back to them and started towards the cafeteria...Even though I had no appetite.
I slid in the chair at our table - The Table. I sat next to Sharmay Price, my bestfriend since forever. On the left of her sat Nicholas Thompson, her on-and-off boy-toy; on his left was Teffenee Mills, total Barbie; on her left was where Jacey Lemms usually sat, though the seat was empty at the moment; to her left was her FWB, Lucas Greene; on his left was my other bestfriend, Evelyn - Evie - Bruks; on her left and my right, my boyfriend, Levi Jennings.
I talked to them as I usually did. Then, Levi walked in, sliding into the seat next to me, snaking his left arm around my waist. I scooted my chair to the left some more and everyone just stared at me. Sharmay and Evie gave me a look like 'What Did He Do?' and I shook my head, mentally answering them, giving them the 'We'll Talk Later' look.
Maybe five minutes later, Jacey sauntered over to the table and struck up conversation like it was just a normal day. Like I hadn't just seen her mackin' on my boyfriend of five months tomorrow. But, I honestly don't believe that Levi and I will even last to be five months.
"Audrina?" I snapped out of my daze, focusing my look on Jacey, the one who had called my name. "You okay? You look like you've just seen a ghost or something."
"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just...tired and a bit sick," I didn't lie, exactly. "I'm going to head out." I got up and walked off towards my locker.
It wasn't long until I heard the patting of footsteps behind me. I ignored them and kept my pace.
A hand grabbed my wrist and pushed me against the wall. "What's wrong?" Levi asked.
"Nothing," I answered vaguely. "I'm tired. I'm going home."
"Audrina. What's wrong? Seriously?"
"Nothing, okay? I just want to get home and lay down. I'm feeling pretty sick," I looked up at his eyes which were searching my face for some answer.
"Audrina, I know you're lying. Why can't you just tell me what's wrong? We're dating, for Christ's sake! We don't hide things from each other, okay?" He shook his head. "I don't understand why you're lying."
"It's nothing. I swear, Levi. I feel sick. Like, really, really sick."
He let me off the wall and watched me grab my stuff from my locker.
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"They didn't?!" Exclaimed Sharmay. "Are you sure?"
"I'm pretty she can tell if it was her boyfriend," spoke Evie. "It's HER boyfriend."
"Nah, durh, Evie. I just...Jacey, though?" Sharmay was totally against this.
I nodded. "Yeah. Jacey."
"What're you gunna do?" Evie asked. "Tomorrow's your five month, right?"
"Um. Yeah. And, I don't really know. I mean, how would I tell him that I caught him cheating on me with that hoe?"
I looked at my two bestfriends. They've not had this happen to them because they were careful on who they fell for. Thus, Sharmay doesn't have a committed relationship and Evie stayed away from boys. They were very precautious about my liking towards Levi, though. It was like they knew things weren't going to end well but let me go for it anyways. And I can't exactly say that I knew things were gunna end up like a fairytale. I mean, nothhing's perfect. So, why should I expect perfection?
The three of sighed as we couldn't figure out a way for me tell Levi that I had seen him. We just gossiped the rest of the night. It was maybe ten-forty-five when the girls went home; leaving me to figure things out. I lay on my bed, hands behind my back, and... <<<<<< N.B from Jumbotweet: auto-truncated at 4K characters on index page - Click here or on the "view" link to see entire jumbotweet! http://www.jumbotweet.com/ltweets/view/11796
It's been a long time since you've talked to Austin. With his move to Miami, it's been even harder.
Tonight, though, that's gonna change. Tonight, you will make everything between you two different. You will finally tell him what you've been holding inside.
You text him: 'Hey, can you Skype me? It's really important.'
He texts back: 'YOU'RE NOT PREGGO, ARE YOU?'
You reply: 'No, doofus. Just Skype me, please.'
Thirty minutes later, you laptop dings, and a request off of Skypes pops up. You accept.
Austin has chaged sinced the last time you've seen him. He's still cute in every way possible, but, he's just more...Sexy?
Austin: "What's so important?"
You take a deep breath, and close your eyes. You have to do this, you have to, or nothing will ever be right. It's now or never.
You: "I love you. I've always loved you. And I always will. We've been apart for too long. And I can't just keep this to myself. You need to know. I've been trying to build up the courage to tell you many times. I just can't build up the nerve to call you or text you. I was scared. I totally understand if you don't feel anything towards me. I'm totally okay with this being a one-sided relationship. I just had to tell you because if I didn't, I wouldn't be sleeping at night. I wouldn't be thinking straight. Austin Carter Mahone, I love you will everything I have."
You two sit there for a while. A few more minutes later, Austin laughs.
Austin: "Do you know how long I've waited for you tell me that? I love you more than anything, (yourname)."
It was a Friday night and you were going over to Alex's for the weekend.
You and Alex are bestfriends, and this is totally normal.
Once you get there, you jump out of you car, not worrying about your bags.
You: "ALEXANDER!"
Alex: "(YOURNAME)!"
You two run to each other like in those sappy, romantic movies.
You guys laugh about it until you reach his basement.
You: "Austin?"
It's Austin. Your beloved bestfriend that's been away for way too long. Tears prick at your eyes and you run over to him and you guys hug for what seems like eternity.
Austin: "(YourName), it's been way too long."
He pulls away from the hug and holds you at shoulder length. He wipes away your tears with his thumb.
Austin: "I missed you so, so, so, so, so, so much, babygirl."
Grabbing some grub, I walked back into my room and turned the volume up on my ancient stereo. I set the grub down on my desk and grabbed my MacBook, plopping down on one of my beanbag chair things I had lying around at various places in my room.
"AnnaLeese!" My mom, Evelyn, called into my room, poking her head in. "Your friend is here."
I raised an eyebrow at my mother. I made a face. My 'friend' she was referring to was not my friend at all, but this chick that's totally looney and my mom thought that she and I would get along well. I didn't take any interest into trying to become friends with this looney girl, I just didn't want to be friends with her.
"Ohmygosh, Mom. We're not friends! I don't want to be friends with her. I am perfectly content with my Internet pals and your boss's gorgeous son - better known as Alex." I shrugged. "I just don't want to be friends with a girl who screams when I speak of Alex. She's freaky, Mom! Fuh-reaky." I continued typing on my laptop, not caring if she was still in the room, though I knew she was. I looked up, giving her a face that said 'Go.' but she ignored my wants and plopped herself onto my bed.
"AnnaLeese," Mom started with a soft tone. She's lecturing me. For not wanting to be friends with a freak. Ohmygosh. "Raylyn has emotional issues. I figured that you could at least put an effort into trying to be friends with her. She's your age and she's going through a lot of family problems."
I sighed. "What does this have to do with me?"
"She needs you in her life, AnnaLeese. She's not had a friend in a while because of her problems at the house. Her parents are divorced. Her mom is anorexic and her dad is a drunk. Her older brother is off in Michigan somewhere."
"Mom, she's not my problem. I don't like her. She's a total freak."
Mom shook her head. "Have you thought to ask Alex what he does in his free time?"
"Um, no. That's, like, invasion of privacy?"
"He's 'Internet Famous', AnnaLeese."
I dropped my laptop. My mouth agape. My eyes as big as UFOs. "HE'S WHAT."
The ride to Miami, Florida was really long. Longer than I had remembered. After the divorce was final, Dad said he was moving out and going to get a home in Miami with Miranda because she "truly makes him happy."
I sighed again, wondering why Dad had to ruin such a happy life. "Hey, Dad?"
"Yeah, pumpkin?" He replied, not glancing at me.
I made a face. "Why did you move so far away?"
"I moved because I didn't want to live in Jacksonville anymore."
"Well, no duh, Dad. But why so far?"
"Some things are better left unsaid."
I 'hmphed' at that and sighed. Turning the volume of my phone, I decided to text Sophie. She lives in Miami and we were kind of friends. I mean, we kind of met via Tumblr. We were both ranting about haters and then we because Tumblr buddies. I know, weird. I had texted her and told her that I would be in Miami for a week or two and had asked if she wanted to hang out. She agreed to hang out and then said she had to go because her stepbrother, Robert, was bringing some friends over for the Summer.
6 hours later, Dad and I had arrived at his house in Miami. It was...well, a house. Nothing spectacular about a beach house. "It's...nice," I said.
"Yeah," Dad agreed. "Our neighbors to the left had just moved in not too long ago, and we haven't formally met them. Just a little block thing when they movied in. Tonight, though, they're coming to dinner. That's okay?"
I nodded, "Yeah, I guess."
I walked into the house and greeted Miranda with forced smile and walked into my room. It's the same as it was the last time I was here. The walls were a baby blue and my bedspread was a mixture of lavender and baby blue. The floor was hardwood but I had about 3 different rugs on it: baby blue, lavender, and orange. It was cute...In a way.
"Hey, Aniston. Dinner will be ready in 15, okay?" Miranda peeped her head in.
I tried being happy once. It wasn't really my cup of tea. Everything reminded me why I never really care about life. Why I didn't find a need to try at life.
Some people were just handed things while others, like myself, had to work for what we wanted. Sometimes, we don't deserve what we get but we can't really do anything about it because it's life.
"Aniston, honey," My mom, Janelle, called. "Your father's here!"
I trudged into the living room, sighing. I hate having divorced parents. When I was younger, and the kids at my school said that their parents were divorced, I felt bad for them. I always told myself that my parents would always be together; always be happy; never separated. Yeah, life had a different approach to their 15 year marriage.
"Hi, Ani," My dad, Brad, said as I walked in. "You ready, kiddo?"
I rolled my eyes. My dad still calls me "kiddo" knowing that I'm 16 going onto 17. "Dad. Really."
"Sorry, honey, I just don't like to think that my little girl is growing up," He smiled sheepishly. "We should get going, yeah? Miranda is waiting at the house with dinner."
Ugh. Miranda. She's the reason my family is broken. Being my dad's "Personal Assissant" didn't help. The few months before my mom had said that she had had enough, Dad wasn't home as often as we'd like and when he came home, he wasn't Dad. He was a new person. Like, an alter ego. Mom soon found out that while Dad was "working late", he was working something else. Mom was devastated, to say the least. She thought it was her fault that Dad wanted a woman 5 years my elder. Miranda's just too immature for my dad. "Okay," I said finally. "Let's go. Bye, Mom. I'll call you, okay?"
She nodded, "Okay, honey. Have fun." She kissed my forehead.