I fear I have strayed from my path even if it was for a moment. That's all it takes, the fact of the matter is I put a lot of responsibility on myself. There are to few people in the world that have the ability to bring about change. I have always thought myself to be one of those people simple because the fact I can take the pressure and overcome it. I feel an inherent responsibility to give back to my people. To help improve their lives. The reverse all these negative statistic on Native Americans. Even though I may not succeed I have to try. A life dedicated to improving others is the legacy I want to leave. And I'm not going to let these small obstacle stand in my way. Not while my people have the worst stats of ALL minorities. When native Americans have more police brutality cases. While my people live in the highest percentage of poverty communities. With the higher drop out rates. WE NEED CHANGE. More importantly we need more people willing to try to bring it about.