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by theCHANELiam
on 14/12/11
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@xoCrystalMarie My brother just said most people my age would be chugging down some alcohol, hooking up with all these guys, just want to party and do drugs, and be a dancing like sluts and stuff lol. I think it also is because I don't want to give off the wrong impression, especially to guys. Imagine the kind of wrong attention I'd be getting. You know how most of them guys think too. I don't think we are the exact same with every person we know or meet. I am most open and myself around just close friends, and probably my family too. I know they know who I really am, and won't judge me by how I act or my goofyness. I can especially be quit, distant, show no interest around someone I just met, or barely know, just because I got a bad vibe from them. There's this feeling too I get most of the time, when I first meet someone. I just will know whether I will like them or not. I can be very choosy and picky when it comes to these kind of things. Having good looks isn't enough for me either. You have to really be special and prove yourself to be in my clang. The one's that make it become like my dolls that I put in my little cupboard for safe keep. Thanks mama, I'm glad to be hear that you can be yourself around me. I feel I can too. I guess I am the way I am too from all the experience I had. I used to be real naive. I'd believe anything anyone would tell me, especially with guys and stuff. Now I don't trust anyone out there 100%, or at least think what if, don't say never because anything's possible