I felt really bad, really really bad. It's been about a month since Sky left, and yeah we did talk quite a lot on the phone and stuff but I feel like she's still annoyed, then again, I am slightly. But I want to forget about this. I forgave her, so she should forgive me. It's not like she's being off with me, it's just, things aren't normal.
Today is the day I'm going to see her with the boys. We were going to the concert in Liverpool, and she won't be expecting us there which is what I want. I was going to make this up to her, and this was my chance.
Skylars POV
I was happily sitting in a restaurant with Jemel, Ollie, Will and Zack in Liverpool when my phone started ringing. FaceTime from Harry. I pressed the green button and smiled when I saw him.
"Sky! I haven't spoken to you in ages!" He smiled. Me and Harry had drifted loads over the past month, I don't know why, but we just hadn't talked.
"Hello Harry, I really miss you and the boys," I sighed.
"We miss you, and are looking forward to our evening when we come see you!"
"Tell me!"
"Nope! You won't be expecting us," he winked.
"Argh well if you aren't going to tell me I have to go cause I'm at lunch right now, bye Harry love youu!"
"Awh okay Sky! Love you too," he kissed the camera and I did the same, it was our thing.
"Harry?" Jemel smiled.
"Yeah, haven't spoken in ages," I sighed.
"He's crazy," Zack said.
"Yep!" I smiled. Then, my phone buzzed with a text.
"Very popular today, Miss Jones?" Ollie teased.
"Oh it's just Zayn," I smiled.
"Look at her! She goes all shy and blushy!" Will teased.
"Shut up Willy! Unless you want me to bring up Van-" he covered my mouth.
"Okay then..." I smirked and opened the text.
Zayn- Hey babe, London's boring without you, please come home! Wanna see your face again, in person. I really miss you Sky. I love you X
*Awing
Me- Hi Zayn! I'll be back sooooonnn! Wanna smell you aha;) Miss you too, but pretty sure that I love you more!XX
He's perfect. When I miss him, I put on his t-shirt that I stole that morning after I met his parents. It still kinda smells like him, musky and very attractive. Jemel thinks I'm crazy for it, but honestly it's perfectly fine!
One thing I am nervous about is that my Sean (dad), Isabel, my "step-mum", Jamie and the other 2 girls were coming to the show tonight. It makes me panic when I know someone I know is there, which is why I'm slightly glad I'm oblivious as to when Zayn is going!
"Shall we go?" Zack said. We all nodded and paid the bills. We ran out to the car and got in fuss free. The driver took us straight to the arena, seeing as it was 5pm.
When I got inside, I was shown to my dressing room and hair and makeup rushed in. I sat in the seat and waited whilst they worked. Pretty boring really. When they were done, it was 7pm, (I KNOW TWO HOURS!) and my set starts at 8:30. I took my time whilst changing into my first outfit.
I get a lot of input into my outfits, luckily. Or else I wouldn't feel comfortable. I took out my phone and texted Jamie.
Me- Hey! How are you enjoying the show so far?
Jamie- It's good I guess, not really my scene;P when do you come on?
Me- 8:30! After the show being everyone to the gate by the stage and Davie should let you in! If not call me!
Jamie- Ok, Dad is really excited://
Me- Well Sean can cheer up. Or else I will have him thrown out.
Jamie- Whoa chill Diva! And seriously, you can't keep calling him that!!!
Me- I can't discuss this here, see you later :)
I slid my phone into my pocket and went to the big room. Bored.bored.bored.
8pm....
"Sky! Vocal warm ups!" Julie called and I skipped over to her. I really need some friends! This would occupy me till showtime though! Eventually, we all had a team hug and me and the band made our way to the stage. I was really excited. Scott handed me a headpiece, that I fastened to my face. The arena will be pitch black right now, but the deafening screams informed me that there definitely was people there! I kneeled down onto the platform and took a deep breath, before being launched into the arena full of thousands of fans. Eeeeeeep! I get so excited over a concert, even though I repeat them every night! My eyes adjusted to the flashes as I began my first song, Give Your Heart A Break.
When that was finished, I had a chance to talk to the audience.
"GOOD EVENING LIVERPOOL! HOW ARE YOU ALL?" I said. The screams got louder and louder, then I started my next song, Rings of Glory.
As the concert came to an end, I started to feel extremely nervous. I don't know why but I could sense people in the crowd. It was probably because of Sean and co, and the fact that I would be meeting my 'step mum' in less than a hour. Even though 'Good as Gold' is an upbeat song, it has a lot of temperamental meaning to me. Not many people will understand why, but I do. I don't start crying or anything, like I nearly did in 'Siren Song' which is purely dedicated to my mum and everyone knows it, but it just makes me realise why I am where I am.
"GUYS SO I HAVE HAD AN AMAZING TIME TONIGHT AND YOU HAVE BEEN AN INCREDIBLE CROWD! I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO SO MUCH FOR GETTING ME HERE TODAY AND SUPPORTING ME SINCE DAY 1! I DON'T DO THIS FOR ME, I DO IT FOR YOU. THANKYOU!" I yelled, as Will stared drumming the tune.
"Will, lets go!" I smiled and took the microphone in my hand. And it was all over after I'd sang the last song, well obviously.
I ran off stage, smiling like an idiot. A water bottle was shoved in my face and I downed it in one. I had about 15 minutes to prepare for Sean. I came out of my dressing room, and strolled down the corridor to the main area bit. It was either wait until the fans had left, or rush out. And today I guess I was waiting. I thanked all of the band, Ollie and Jemel. Scott gave me a big hug, why was everyone acting so strange I didn't normally get this!
And then, I felt someone's breath whisper in my ear.
"Hello babe," ZAYN.
I spun around and leaped into his arms. He held me close kissed me passionately.
"I love you and I know that I was a shitty boyfriend but I need you to know that I love you," he whispered. I think people got the message and left.
"I love you too Zayn, I missed you so much, and you literally couldn't have made me any happier," I smiled.
"I have a present for you," he smiled, and fiddled in his pocket for something. He pulled out a cube shaped box. He can't be proposing after our conversation last month. I gasped.
"Don't worry I'm not proposing!" He smirked.phewweeee.
"Zayn... You shouldn't have done this,"
"No, you're wrong, I should do this everyday." He open the box to reveal a ring with a small diamond on it. It was beautiful.
"Zayn- it's stunning, thankyou so much," I smiled, kissing him.
"This ring is a promise that I will be the most amazing boyfriend ever, especially as it's our 1 year tomorrow! So consider this a early present, as they best are yet to come!" He smiled.
"Zayn I love you" I said.
"No I love you more!" I didn't bother arguing. He slid the ring on to my middle finger, and it was the perfect fit.
"I love it!" I said happily. All I wanted to do was feel his warmth, so I nuzzled into his side and people started to fill in the room. Now just one more problem. Zayn and Sean in one room. Sugar.
I received a text from Jamie saying that security wouldn't let them in so I had to go and find him. I didn't want to loose Zayns touch so he had to come with me. Although I was extremely nervous, I didn't show it to Zayn. I was about to meet my Step Mum and half sisters. I will be able to talk to the girls, seeing as their existence is not their fault.
My Step Mum, called Isabel, was not what I expected. I thought she would be blonde, perfectly styled but she wasn't. She was fairly small, brown hair and had that motherly look to her. Nevertheless, she was pretty beautiful. I put on a brave smile, and told Davie to let them in, which he did. This is kinda the time when Zayn meets my parents... I gave Jamie a hug and he gave me a worried, yet warming smile.
"Um- Hi Sean, Isabel right?" I asked, in front of her.
"Yeah, lovely to meet you darling," she smiled warmingly.
"You too," I said happily. At least she wouldn't be an evil step mum!
"We really enjoyed your show," she said.
"Thank you, I'm glad you liked it," I said. We were in a room on our own. It was me, Zayn, Jamie, Isabel, Sean, Mille and Jade I think? Jamie said that they were 8 and very shy.
"I'm Sky," I smiled, shaking each of their hands. This made them giggle.
"Which ones Millie and which ones Jade then? You look really similar!" I laughed.
"I'm Millie," The slightly smaller one said quietly.
"And I'm Jade!" The other one said loudly. One way to tell them apart.
"Well it's great to finally meet my sisters!"
"Yeahh it is!!" Jade exclaimed.
I stood up and repositioned myself in Zayns arms.
"Oh er, This is Zayn, my boyfriend," I introduced. My dad shook his hand.
"Hi," Zayn said.
"Lovely to meet you Zayn," Isabel said, shaking his hand.
Sean came over to Zayn and asked him for a word, I let it pass by me and went over to Jamie.
"So you are in the same room as 1/5 of One Direction... How do you feel?" I asked.
"Well, pretty normal." He laughed.
"I'll get him to come over when he's done over there! What do you think they're talking about?" I asked worriedly.
"On the way over Dad was like, 'I hope he treats her right' and all that so it could be that!" He said.
"Shit!" I cursed. I went over to them, and got into Zayns arms. He loved it really!
"So what you talking about?" I asked.
"Just you," Zayn smiled.
"Oh, that's nice!" I said sarcastically.
At least that's first impressions done.
For the rest of the evening, I got to know the girls and Isabel, as did Zayn. He was really sweet with Jade and Millie, telling them about his sisters and all. Isabel and I were talking about life and stuff, she was really kind and I like her a lot. I briefly spoke to Sean but not a lot, seeing as he and Zayn were becoming quite friendly.
The family left before me and Zayn to get to the hotel, seeing as it would be complete mania if we all turned up at the same time. People were still clearing up from the concert, so we weren't alone. All we were doing was lying on the sofa, extremely comfily!
"Did the other boys come?" I asked.
"Yeah, but they left straight away because they said they wanted to give us alone time! We can see them tomorrow? Or," he said.
"Well, they can wait. Tomorrow is about me and you," I smiled "if we see them great but if not its fine. When are you leaving?" I asked. It was a complete coincidence that one of my days off was tomorrow. But after that I have another concert here in Liverpool.
"The day after tomorrow," he smiled. I could sense his breath tickling my neck and ears.
"Perfect," I said and rolled over, to kiss him.
"Shall we go?" Zayn asked 10 minutes later.
"Good idea," I smiled and stood up, grabbing my bag. We left hand in hand.
Of course, there was a small group of fans (but not many) outside, waiting, and we didn't have any security.
"Well this isn't too bad" I mumbled,
"Stay close alright?" He said. I nodded and he put his arm around me.
"SKYLAR ZAYN HEY"
"HAPPY 1 YEAR TOMORROW"
"PLEASE CAN I HAVE A PICTURE?"
There was about 7 of them? I guess that when there's only a few, and no one else in sight, you should.
We went over to them and gave them all photos, autographs etc. I had loads of people to follow on twitter as well. Then we were waiting for a cab so talked to them for a bit.
"Hey guys, did you enjoy the show?" I asked.
"Yeah!! Was Zayn there?" One asked.
"Yep! It was great," he said.
"What are you guys doing tomorrow for your anniversary?" Another asked.
"I don't know, he won't tell me!" I pouted.
"It's a surprise she'll find out soon," he smirked.
"Whisper it in my ear?" One begged.
He laughed and told her. Grrrr. It was extremely fun talking to the nicer fans, and finding stuff out about them.
"Hold on... Are you engaged?" One gasped.
"Whoa, no! This was my present from Zayn," I smiled. They all aw'd and then our cab came.
"It was great talking to you," I smiled.
When we got into the cab I rested my head on Zayn's shoulder.
"Now will you tell me?" I asked.
"Fine, we are going to the happiest place on earth!"
I thought about it for a minute.
"We're going to Disney?" I beamed.
"WE'RE GOING TO DISNEY" he grinned.
"Oh my god realllyyyy????? Yay! I love you so much yay! Wait, but how?"
"Train, tomorrow morning, 7am!" He laughed.
"Oh dearie! We gotta go sleep!" I said.
"Yeah! It takes 2.15 hours on the train so we get there at about 9:30 ish and spend the whole day there! And come back whenever," he said.
"I can't wait," I smiled, leaning into him.
The next morning, we got up at 5:30, in order to catch the train, and strangely I wasn't that tired. That's a good thing!
I decided on this because my phone told me it was gonna be warm in Paris today. Then I applied some eyeliner etc and was ready to go with my new ring on my finger. I was inlove with it!
"You look amazing," Zayn grinned.
"Thanks babe, gotta make an enough got Mickey eh?"I winked. He rolled his eyes and we left for the train station.
By 10am we were queuing up for entrance to Disney Land Paris! We were wearing disguise, eg I had my sunglasses on and Zayn had his sunglasses and a SnapBack on. People were still going to notice us though, unfortunately. Oh well. We'll have to see how long we can last! Even though Zayn had booked fast track tickets, we had to queue up for the wristbands and to pay.
It was a very warm, sunny day so that was good. Everything seemed better at disney.
"Oh and Sky.." He said.
"Yeah?" I asked cheerily.
"Happy 1 year since we met," I said.
"Happy 1 year Zayn, I hope for more?" I smirked.
"Yeah me too," he smiled and pulled me closer.
When we finally reached the counter, we got a map and wristbands saying 'fast track'.
We got through the gates and I was amazed by the pure wonders of the place. It was simply amazing. I had never been to the Paris one before so I was extremely excited!
"This. Is. Fantastic." I squealed, searching where to go first.
"I knew you'd like it! Shall we go to the adventureland bit?" Zayn asked.
"Yeah, lets doooo it!" I said clapping my hands and happily walking off towards the path.
Zayns POV
We spent the whole morning doing all the scary-ish rides and had lunch at one of the restaurants. Skylar looked truly beautiful, as always. It was cute the way that she was so excited to be here, and insisted on having pictures with every character we saw. She's on the hunt for Minnie Mouse, who we haven't seen yet. But there's still the whole afternoon, as she keeps telling me.
Right now, we were having ice creams at one of the grassy areas, right after lunch.
"Can you believe it's been a year?" She asked. I shook my head.
"Seriously though, when I came over to you at the awards, I never thought this was actually going to happen!" I laughed.
"Yeah me either, but I'm glad it did," she smiled. Honestly, she was perfect to me. It almost seems unreal that she can be how she is because of her past, but she just gets on with things and puts on a smile. No matter when you see her, she'll probably be smiling. Even if fans came and crowded us she would probably smile and give them all pictures. She was sitting in-between my legs, if you know what I mean? Like mine were spread out and she went in the middle? I noticed her get out her iPhone, which she now understood by the way, and clicked on camera.
"Oh dear, is this another photo session?" I chuckled.
"Shut up, I know that photos can end up being so important, you never know what's going to happen to you and a photo will always be there. It will never leave, so ha" she said and we posed for random ones.
After that, we went to the gift store. We bought absolutely loads. And I mean it. Sky bought at least 300€ worth! She got some Minnie Mouse ears to wear around, then just presents for Jade and Millie, stuff for her. I guess she just proves that you are NEVER too old for disney. Honestly at the moment, things were perfect and I didn't want anything to change.
After spending the whole day park hopping and eating dinner, we went back to Liverpool, so I could pack and leave with the other boys. I wish I didn't have to leave.
"It feels like we just get so happy together then you have to leave, or the other way round," Sky sighed in reception before I left. She seemed annoyed at me. It wasn't my fault.
"I know and I hate leaving you, but I have to and you do to, I'm sorry" I said pulling her into my embrace.
"Ok, see you soon," she said.
"You too babe, I love you," I said kissing her gently. I knew something was wrong. She didn't say it back.
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