"Niall c'mon it's only till the twelfth of January then I'm home! And I'm having a great time just skiing, not thinking about anything else.." I said down the phone.
"I know, but that's ages away and I miss you, but I'm glad you are enjoying yourself! Met any Italian stallions yet?" He asked.
"Well I've only been here a couple of days but the Italians are mighty fine!" I squealed.
"Aw my girls moving on, proud of you!"
"Thanks Niall, I feel a lot better in fresh air, oh I have to go! About to leave for the mountain, see you later! Merry Christmas!" I said happily.
"Bye Sky, have a great day!" He said and hung up.
I had taken Sean, Isabel, Millie, Jade and Jamie to a chalet in the Italian alps for Christmas break, so I could clear my head and spend time with them. Sean, Isabel and the girls were taking ski lessons, but Jamie and I already knew it. Jamie because he had been on a school trip, me because I learnt last year. It's great to clear your head. I had been going around with Jamie everyday so far, even if it's only our 3rd day on the mountains! We are really close, and I'm glad I know him. It doesn't feel like he's my brother, he's like one of my best friends.
We got out of the helicopter at the top of the mountain and Sean and Co went off for their lesson. They were having a family one so everything was fine. Me and Jamie decided to ski for a bit then skip it for hot chocolate, sounds like a plan.
"I'll race you!" He said competitively.
"Okay, it's on. First at the cafe wins, ski's have to be off and stood up," I smiled.
"Deal, 3... 2... 1... Go!" He yelled and I began to zoom down the slope.
Whist I made my descent, I had time to think how much things had changed. Everything had changed. Words could not make out how I was feeling. The worse thing is, I'm almost over him. Part of me wishes that we could be together but we can't, it's not going to happen so I'm moving on.
I kept my eyes out for any 'Italian stallions' as Niall would say but was unlucky.
Jamie was still in sight, but ahead of me. He's good. Too good. I sped up and eventually took in front, just in time to get one of the easiest spots to leave my skis. I quickly got them off and stood them up.
"Yayy! I win! Hahahahah!" I laughed.
"Urg fine! But I was caught in wind!" He argued.
"You have no idea how strange that sounded.. Sore loser!" I stuck my tongue out at him as we sat at a table.
"I'll buy these, what do you want?" He asked.
"Ooh! I'll have a medium hot chocolate with whipped cream, NO marshmallows!" I said. He nodded and walked over to the counter.
Whilst I waited, I took out my phone and went on twitter. My tweets were getting less and less depressive by the day.
@Skylar_Jones- sitting in a cafe at the ski place, what could be better? Got my ski's and camera, feeling great for the first time in ages #reborn
This made people aware that I was okay, and the depressed stage was over. Zayn seemed to be doing ok, from what Harry told me. I was glad that we'd been able to move on and get on with things.
@zaynmalik- Great to be back Bradford, missed my family loads aha :) x
See! Find it a little strange that that was almost immediately after mine but hey ho. Coincidence? I think not.
@Skylar_Jones I swear if JamJam gets me a hot chocolate with marshmallows I will not be happy, the little devils>;) hahaha love you really jammy dodger
He just loved all the nicknames I had for him. There was JamJam, Jammy Dodger, Strawberry Jam, JimJams, pyJAMas and hundreds more. Don't you just love the name James or Jamie? I do.
@skylar_jones I'll tweet some pictures of paradise back at the chalet later, gonna enjoy the rest of the day, bye guys:D
I didn't even check my mentions. I'd been getting a whole lot more death threats from directioners saying that I broke Zayns heart so they were gonna break me. It really hurt. Me and Zayn were the only people that knew exactly what happened 3 months ago. Not the fans, maybe if they did, they would understand. I feel like writing a massive twitlonger, just to explain. But I can't.
"Here you go.." He smiled.
"Thanks Jam Doughnut" I laughed.
"You need to stop calling me these annoying nicknames! Anyway, how you coping with Dad?" He asked.
"Me and Sean the sheep are getting along alright I guess, being in the same house will have it's perks" I smiled.
"Where do you come up with these names?" He said, sarcastically.
"That's for me to know and you to wonder. So... How's Soph?" I asked.
"She's great, I miss her though," he said quietly.
"Yeah. Missing people sucks." I sighed.
"D-do you miss him?" He asked.
"Sometimes. I get reminded of things we did together and I miss him then. But we ended it for better in the long run. We were never going to have a perfect ending," I said.
"You could've. I believed in you, anyway! You can find someone here," he winked.
"That's the plan! But it's not been very successful yet!" I chuckled.
"We're here for another 3 weeks almost, there's plenty of time!" He smiled.
My phone beeped.
Sean- Hi, we booked reservations for dinner tonight at 7:30! Finally managed to get some space! See you for lunch in an hour or so?
Me- sounds good:) Okay, see you..
I slid it back in my pocket and then me and Jamie finished our drinks, then got back to the mountains.
For the rest of the day we skied then returned to the chalet with the others. I took a warm shower, then threw my hair up into a turban. It didn't feel like Christmas Day, but it was. I lay on my oh so comfy bed, on my iPad just creeping on twitter, occasionally following people and rt'ing stuff.
@Skylar_Jones Merry Christmas everyone, hope Santa brought all of your wishes:3 aha who doesn't love Christmas??
@skylar_jones I DO! So does JimJams;)
Okay, did not expect this to turn into a full on twitter sesh. It was 5:30 pm, so I had an hour and a half before we were leaving.
@Skysarmy- @skylar_jones are you high?
@skylar_Jones- @skysarmy well I am in the mountains if it counts? ;) ohh cheeky
@SkyxZayn- @skylar_jones the world doesn't seem right anymore:( you know why..:( please :( I love you both and know that you are upset:( sorry:(
@skylar_jones- @SkyxZayn L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N. I'm sorry too:( it doesn't seem right what so ever sshhh
@Zaynsgirls1D(sorry if this is an actual twitter name...) @skylar_jones your breaking Zayns heart by doing this, leave him alone. #annoying bitch
I couldn't help but reply to this little bitch.
"@Zaynsgirls1D I can't do anything about it. You probably wouldn't understand what it's like to be in love(u 12?) so don't judge things until you know the entire story yeah? Not just what you read/watch/hear. Maybe you're the #annoying one?:)"
It had to be said.
I put on my fluffy dressing gown then dried my hair straight before applying makeup. When I was done with that, I took out my dress and put it one.
Sean told me it was a posh restaurant so too dress up.
The dress was a deep red, and was rather short. It was skin tight, with gem detailing along the collar. It was my new Christmas dress, and I adored it! I decided on black heels and a black blazer to match.
5th January
We had 1 week left, and guess what I managed to do... I only went and broke my ankle when I fell over because I was checking this incredibly hot guy out! It was like something out of a movie. Only I could manage that!
The only good thing to come out of it was that the guy saw me, and came over to help. He was the one who called for an ambulance. His name is Danni. I like him. We chatted quite a lot, when we were on route to the hospital, despite my regular cries of pain. It frickin kills! So anyway, I can't ski anymore, well for this holiday, so I honestly didn't know what to do with myself. Today, all I've done is watch TV and Skype Harry. He was very worried at first but fine when I assured him that I was okay.
I got my laptop, and opened up twitter.
@Skylar_Jones I only went and broke my ankle skiing! Only me eh? Someone talk I'm bored as...:( #proud
I attached a picture of my cast and chatted to people for a while, including Niall. He then texted me.
Niall- who's this then?;)
He had sent a picture of Danni helping me up.
Me- oh that's Danni:) he's not Italian though!
Niall- what??? Where's he from?
Me-California! He's really cool...
Niall- you going out?
Me- what? No! I barely know him! Though he is coming round later to keep me entertained:')
Niall- aww! Is he attractive..?
Me- very! Just what I need;)
Niall- okay Hun be careful. Love you:)
Me- love you more Ni:)
I put my phone on the counter and tried to get up, I struggled but still couldn't do it, that was until Danni saved the day, again.
"Hey hey hey slow down there!" He smiled, helping me.
"Thanks, you're early," I smiled.
"Wanted to make sure you were okay," he said sheepishly.
"I'm fine, thankyou for coming," I laughed.
"Anything for The Skylar Jones," he winked.
"Don't think of me as that! Think of me as Sky you met when she crashed on a ski mountain and broke her ankle in Italy!" I said.
"Okay.." He smiled.
"Good, now do you wanna sit down?" I said signalling to the sofa.
We sat down and he got out a box of pizza.
"The perks of being in Italy," I smiled.
"I know! I come a lot to clear my head and stuff, it's great! But I'm leaving soon," he said.
"Yeah me too, just one week left." I said.
"Oh I have 2 but we need to meet up when I'm back.. If you want?" He asked.
"Yeah that'd be great," I blushed.
"So where abouts are you from Sky who I met when you crashed and broke your ankle on a ski mountain in Italy?" He laughed, taking the piss.
"Um, around the Middle of England, but I moved to LA when I was 16 to begin my career," I said. I was not going to tell him about my mum. I didn't trust him yet.
"Ah, so you aren't pure American?" He winked.
"Nope! What do you do for a living then?" I asked.
"Well I model most of the time but occasionally act, depends what work I can get," he said. I can imagine him as a model actually.
Danni was just what the doctor ordered.
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Part 26:) you probably hate me right now?;)) as always rt, Fav and feedback please? XXX