@TaylorArmstrong - you are blessed - such good friends surrounding you. It's extremely frightening to be all alone inside a nightmare. I guess I have no expectation that anyone "out there" knows I'm here but maybe I could pretend that you'll read http://richtweets.com/m8oa5 and I can also pretend there's somebody out there who cares. Thank you for that much. I already believe you are a good human being. You don't have to convince me of that.