OK, so life update! I owe it to you,My life changing plan hasn't massively moved on until today, today I had the balls to call the doctor and ask for an appointment, that's at 5:10 tonight... we will see how it goes, I'm glad that I've done it but also nervous, I'm sorry this hasn't come sooner, I had planned to do daily updates but I had also planned on making that phone call a few days ago, I hope my personal failings haven't affected you in the same way as they have affected people that i personally know (IRL) - I hope you don't mind me using that phrase/abbreviation, I appreciate you all! anyway, whether I know you or not. It's kinda hit home how real he situation is when you actually have a time and place to meet someone. The interesting thing that has been playing on my mind is that bad things come in threes, as said by my favorite movie - lucky number slevin - I'm not a movie promoter (I promise) I just really like good movies! and I've had 2 bad things happen recently - I didn't get the job I was hoping to get and my GF (now Ex) broke up with me and I'm wondering what the third is going to be... Its been playing on my mind a fair amount how people would introduce themselves after a memory loss kinda accident, however that may occur and also how i would introduce myself in he same situation; should it occur to anyone I know. I feel like I should continue on this topic but not tonight, and by tonight I mean this morning, Have a wonderful day and don't fail to let me know that you've seen this, all i takes is a reply/retweet/like anything like that and it makes me know that writing this while drunk (more effort than you'd imagine) is worth it and people are reading and maybe following in my footsteps...