My cell rings not long after we get settled in at the hotel. Bobbi is in the shower, I can hear the rush of the water and her voice softly humming a tune I don't recognize. She is content and happy to away from the dramatics that have been plaguing us at home.



"Hey scooter." I answer in an attempt to keep things as normal as possible.
"Justin, listen, we need to get together today...talk some things out. How does noon look for you?" he gets straight to the point.
"Actually, that won't work..." I hesitate. "I’m not in LA right now."
"What? Where are you?" he is irritated.
"I’m in aspen."
"Why?" he snaps.
"I just needed to clear my head...I’ll be back in a few days."
"Is Bobbi with you?" he knows the answer to that.
"Yes...she is." no point in lying.
"Dammit Justin...we need to get a grip on this...put a plan in place before u pull this kind of shit...the media's going to be all over you!" he is once again scolding me like a child and I don't care for it.
"Yeah, your right scooter...We can't have the media catching wind of me being on vacation with a couple of friends and my personal assistant now can we?" I’m being a smart ass, but he deserves nothing less at this point in my book.
"A couple of friends?" he seems to like the idea, "Ryan?"
"Yeah..." I nod even though he can't see me, "and Chaz...they're sharing the room next to ours."
"What do u mean next to ours? You’re sharing a room with her?" he is once again irate.
"I booked her a room too...for show...calm down."
He laughs a little, "Calm down...sure I’ll get right on that Justin. Look, don't do anything stupid...don't draw attention to your..." he falters, "to your...situation. And get your ass home as soon as possible."
"Alright..." I agree, "I won't and I’ll be home soon." he hangs up without goodbyes just as I hear Bobbi coming out of the bathroom. She steps into the room, a white towel wrapped around her, hair loose & dripping around her shoulders and a light breezy smile playing on her lips.
"This was such a great idea Justin," She sighs, pumping a dollop of lotion into her palm. "I feel great! Are Ryan and Chaz meeting us for dinner?" I make my way over to her and wrap my arms around her from behind, breathing in the scent of her fruity shampoo. "Yeah...half an hour. I thought we could head down to the restaurant downstairs, the one that overlooks the slopes...sound good?" She leans back into me and sighs happily again..."Sounds perfect."

******
“Justin…” “Hmm?” he’s says in a whisper with his head buried in my neck. “Did you tell Ryan or Chaz anything?” he lets go of me and sits on the bed while I dig through my suitcase.
“No...well, Ryan knows about before…”
“What do you mean he knows about before, before what, before all this, before we um.. hooked up, before dinosaurs walked the earth?” I say with a laugh.
He lets out the cutest little laugh “Real funny, no I mean I told him about my crush on you and that I knew you wanted my dick…”
“JUSTIN...you didn’t!” I say wide eyed and laughing.
“Well I may have said something to that effect but no he doesn’t know anything, it wasn’t something I really wanted to say over the phone or through a text and I really haven’t had too many private conversations with him the last 6 months.” I sit down on the bed beside him and take the towel out of my hair “Yeah I was just curious... now listen we have to be careful, I know I probably don’t have to remind you of that but...” I say with an authoritative tone.
“Ok boss, now go finished getting ready…” he says mockingly.

I hear a knock at the door and can hear Chaz and Ryan’s voices a minute later…it’s been a few months since I’ve seen them and I’m not sure how they are going to react. I do know that Justin is so happy when they are around and after the last few days of all the bullshit that we have had to deal with I just want him to be happy and relaxed. I hate to think that I’m the cause for any distress in his life...shit I left my clothes out there.
”Justin can u hand me my clothes off the dresser?” I say as I peek out of the bathroom door. “uh hey Ryan, hey Chaz..” They both look at each other. “Hey Bobbi, how’s it going?” Ryan says and looks at Justin with a raised eyebrow...

“Are you almost ready babe? The guys are starving…” he says as he slides into the bathroom.
“Yeah I’m sorry, I just have to put my clothes on and we can go.” I give him a peck on the lips and push him out of the bathroom. I decide on pair of dark washed skinny jeans, black boots that land just below my knee, dark gray boot socks that peek of the top and an oversized off the shoulder gray and black striped sweater...my hair in long large messy curls.

“Ok guys, I’m ready…sorry it took me so long.”
Justin grabs my hand “You look smokin” he whispers in my ear. chaz and Ryan look at him then at me “uh ok, where are going anyway?” Chaz says as we make our way out of the door.
“I was thinking we would just go to the restaurant downstairs the one that overlooks the slopes…” Justin says.
“Cool man..did you guys bring any alcohol? Bobbi you’re old… you can get us beer right?” “Gee thanks Chaz! That really makes me want to get you anything!” I say in joking manner.

We make our way to the restaurant, stopping a few times for Justin to sign autographs and take a few pictures...we stopped holding hands long before anyone would have seen us..we are in business mode..me acting as his personal assistant and nothing more...me being the chaperone for 3 teenage boys on a vacation in aspen..this makes me slightly uneasy and reminds me that a relationship between us will never be normal.

“Dude this place is rad and super nice…you are paying right Justin? I could never afford this shit.” chaz says ...I swear this kid has no censor.
”Chaz, do I not pay for everything we do? I wouldn’t have flown you out here if I wasn’t you knucklehead!” Justin puts his arm around the back of my chair and I give him a look and shake my head.
“Bobbi, chill ok?”
“You know I can’t chill...the first time I chill someone will snap a picture and with all this shit with scooter right now ...well we can’t chance it.”
Ryan speaks up “so uh guys are you going to tell us what’s going on?“
I shift in my seat nervously as I’m not sure what their reaction is going to be…Chaz already called me old once...just as Justin is about to answer them the waiter brings our food.
“Can I have another glass of wine please?” I ask him.
“I’ll fill you guys in when we get back to the room…” and they seem to be satisfied with the answer that Justin has given them.

We finish up dinner and head back to the room...”time to paaaaaaaaarrrrtay” Chaz yells and runs down the hallway sending us all into laughter..

“Ok guys listen...I don’t care how much you drink but please do not wander off...I could get into some serious shit and that’s the last thing we...I need right now...got it?” I say as I shut the door behind me.
“Yes ma'am” Ryan replies and they all crack open their drinks.
“Dude there’s a fucking hot tub out here! I’ve never been in a hot tub with 3 feet of snow around me!” Chaz yells from outside…oh my god, what I have I gotten myself into!

The evening seems to going well, Justin is having a blast just catching up with his friends and clowning around…none of them have brought up anything about Justin and I which is kind of a relief..but I can tell that they are all starting to feel their alcohol as am I, they are getting louder, and Justin is starting to get touchy feely.
******

Bobbi stands suddenly and smiles at us, "Okay boys, I’m heading back to our room."
I start to stand but she motions for me to stay. "Hang out here for a bit..."
"No, I’ll come with you!"
"No really, u should stay with these two losers," she jokes kindly.
"You sure?" I whisper in her ear before placing a gentle kiss on her neck.
"Yeah!" she assures me, "See u in a bit." she gestures around the room at us, "Stay in the room & out of trouble boys!" she winks and then she is gone, the door closing softly behind her.
I stretch out on one of the queen sized beds...taking comfort in the knowledge that Bobbi is right on the other side of the wall. Ryan pops the tops on 3 bottles of beer from the little fridge & hands one to me and then to Chaz, keeping one for himself.
"So are u going to make me ask?" he settles onto the other bed.
"Ask about what?" I feign ignorance although I know it’s pointless.
"Bobbi." Chaz pipes up from his place on the chair.
"Ah," I nod and smile, "Bobbi."
"What’s the story there?" Ryan isn't letting me off the hook.
"Same as its been."
He shakes his head and looks at chaz, "Same as its been." he repeats in an overly innocent voice.
"Alright asshole..." I laugh, "maybe not the same."
"You fucking her?" Chaz slides his eyes over to me, but I am immediately defensive...I don't want them thinking that’s what it is when it’s so much more. He catches Ryan’s eye, "He is!" but Ryan knows there’s more to it...Ryan’s always known me better
then I know myself.
He ignores Chaz and looks at me, "What’s the story Justin?"
I take a long drink off my beer and sigh, "We're together." they remain silent and I continue. "Started out as just sex...that’s what she wanted, but Christmas eve came and...long story short, it isn't just sex anymore. Then again, it never was for me anyway."
"This has been going on since Christmas?" chaz sounds hurt.
"Yeah...I went to see her in Pennsylvania and...well, here we are."
Ryan shakes his head. "I love Bobbi Justin...you know I do, but what’s going to happen when the public catches on? Hell, worse than that, what happens when scooter catches on?"
"He already knows...found out after Allison’s wedding...it wasn't pretty & to be honest, he's still livid. Wanted to fire her, but I told him to go fuck himself."
Chaz speaks up again, asking in a drunken slur, "What’s she like man? I bet she’s fucking crazy in bed! She is isn't she? Does she like to...."
I cut him off before he can say anything more, "Shut the fuck up chaz." I warn.
"You love her don't you?" Ryan swigs his bottle and eyes me.
"Yeah I do..." I nod, "I really do."
"Good for you..." he smiles slowly, "I’m happy for you...she’s good for you.
"Yeah...she is. When I try to picture myself down the road without her, it’s just blank, blackness, nothing...like there’s no me without her.
"Who knows besides scooter? Chaz asks quietly.
"Alfredo, Kenny of course, her family...mom kind of suspects and her parents. It’s vital that we keep it quiet until my birthday though, for obvious reasons."
Ryan thinks for a minute and then says, "They're going to figure it out. That it was going on before u turned 18 I mean...they'll put two & two together."
"I’ll worry about that then." the room is silent for a while until, just to lighten the mood I say to Chaz, "And to answer your question...she's fucking insane in bed!" I burst into buzzed laughter and within seconds we're all laughing our asses off, tears rolling down our faces at the absurdity of it all.
When I return to our room a few hours later, I’m more than a little drunk...and although she’s been mere feet away from me, I’ve missed her and hope that she’s still awake. I stumble into the empty room and slide the sliding glass door that leads to the balcony of our suite. I find her there, her head relaxed back against the hot tub, eyes closed, the steam that rises from the water nearly enveloping her completely.
"Hey..." I smile.
"Hey you..." she smiles back but doesn't open her eyes. "Have fun?"
I can see that she hasn't bothered with a bathing suit, the tops of her breast disappear and reappear in & out of the bubbling water. "Yeah...I did. I told them." I confess, leaning against the wall for stability.
She opens her eyes and raises her head. "I figured. How did that go?"
"Really well...they love you, you know that."
She nods, "Get in...it’s absolutely delicious." I watch her readjust herself into a more comfortable position as I peel off the layers of clothes and leave them in a heap on the ground.
She's right...the warmth of the water is in perfect contrast to the frigid night air. I slide in close beside her, smiling as she rests her head on my shoulder. "Missed you..." I whisper. "Missed you too." she sighs. I lean down to kiss her, she lifts her lips to mine right away. "I should find you like this every time I come home..." I whisper, leaning down a little further to bite her neck. "Like what?" she lets her head fall back, exposing the sensitive skin of her neck to me... I set about covering it with kisses and light nips with my teeth. "Like this...no more clothes for you." "You don't think the rest of the world might have a problem with that?" she jokes with a quiet moan of pleasure. "Fuck them...I'm Justin Bieber! I run this shit." She laughs, "I love it when you're humble!" "I know you do..." I pull her into my lap, but wrap my arm around her waist to keep her up on her knees. I slip my hand under the water and slide my fingers slowly along her lips...avoiding her clit for the time being. They swell and part, welcoming my touch. Even with the warm water swirling around her, I feel that she is wet with desire for me. "You did miss me didn't you?" I tease, giving her a little smile as I dip my fingers into her. She is wrapped tightly around my fingers...and she is even warmer against my skin then the water had been. I push in and out of her gently until she is breathing heavily and grinding down, trying to take them in as deeply as possible. "Do you want me to fuck you? Hmm?" I'm more than a little drunk, my head spins with intoxication and lust. She moans a little louder in response, but that won't do. "Bobbi...do you want me to fuck you?" I pull my hand away and stroke her clit so softly that she whines in frustration. She nods and bites her bottom lips, lowering herself down to my fingers, trying to increase the pressure herself. "Answer me..." I demand, raising my voice just enough to show her I'm serious. She relents, "Yes...I want you to fuck me..." "You're going to put my cock in your mouth first like a good girl aren't you?" A rush of breath burst from her...she can't handle it when I get in these moods...it drives her crazy. She's mine now I know...I can do whatever I want to her now and she'll love every minute of it. I push her off me gently, and rise out of the water...the cold air hits me like a tons of bricks as I seat myself on the edge of the hot tub. She's on me in seconds...I pull her hair back with my hand and guide her lips to the tip of my cock, keeping her at just enough distance that she is only able to curl her tongue against it. She darts her eyes to mine, and silently pleads for more...but I shake my head, "Patience Baby girl..." She swirls her tongue in soft wet circles...spiraling around the head of my cock lovingly until she is actually panting with the need to have her mouth full of me...I can't remember the last time I've seen her want it this badly. I pull her back by her hair, "Tell me what you want..." "I want to suck it Justin...let me...come on...please...let me have it..." her words ride on sexy, raspy moans of need and I couldn't deny her now even if I wanted to. I release her hair and allow her to sink down around my cock...and she takes all of it...until my head is inching down the back of her throat. Her head bobs in perfect rhythm...her eyes closed with pleasure...working her mouth up and down the length of me perfectly until I am gasping and pumping into her mouth as though I am fucking her. I want to let go and fill her mouth with cum badly...but my desire to feel her cunt, which must be dripping wet by now, wrapped around me, overrides everything else, and I pull her mouth away and swing her up and around so that she is bent over the edge of the tub. I grab a little handful of the snow that surrounds the hot tub and pull her up so that her back is pressed against my chest. She screams with surprise and pleasure when I bring the snow to her breasts and let it melt around her nipples...I let them disappear into the water for a moment, warming them, and then cover them with icy snow once more until she is panting desperately and begging me to fuck her. I move her forward again, and ease the head of my cock against her, toying with her...inching in just a little, before pulling away completely over and over until she snaps, "Fucking do it Justin..." I grab her by the hair and tug lightly, "Hey! Don't get bossy...who's running this fucking show Bobbi?" She quiets, but doesn't answer... "I want to hear it...say it...you won't get anything until you do." I yank my cock away from her completely. She gives in quickly. "You are...please don't make me beg Justin..." I love to make her beg...but she sounds so pouty, which turns my cock into a furious throbbing, aching mess and I can't wait another minute. I slide into her...and she is just as wet as I had imagined. I start slowly, pushing in and out of her with deep easy thrusts until she is worked into a desperate frenzy, pleading for me to fuck her harder. I drive into her fiercely...pushing her against the jet so that the steady stream of water pounds against her clit. Seconds later I feel her tighten around me...contracting quickly around my shaft as her silky cum flows freely against my skin...her moans have given way to screams...and even though we're outside she makes no effort to quiet herself .the feeling of her cunt, still cumming and gripped around my cock, mixed with the sounds that are bursting from her send the cum I have been trying to fight back flying into her. Heavy spurts that cause my cock to jerk inside of her...as I pump every last drop into her, with no attempt at all to pull out...I don't care...and I doubt I could have even if I had cared. She waits until I'm through and then slumps against the side of the hot tub, exhausted and spent. I trail her spine with soft kisses until I can barely keep my eyes open. I help her out and into the room, and we fall into bed to sleep...our bodies tangled together and still dripping wet.



******

I wake up in the early morning hours, make my way over by the patio door and sit in the big fluffy oversized chaise that sits beside it… wrapping myself in the warm cozy blanket that is tossed over the back of it. Watching the sun come up over the mountain is a breathtaking sight, I wish Justin was awake to see this but he looks so peaceful and I don’t want to wake him. I’m not sure how he’s going to feel when he wakes up…he was pretty drunk last night...this is the first time I’ve felt this relaxed in months and I can’t wait to spend the day on the slopes with him. Suddenly I don’t find myself feeling so well “Please don’t let me be getting sick, I didn’t drink that much last night” I whisper to myself...I head for the fridge to get a water but instead I have to rush to the bathroom…
”What the hell is wrong with me? I never throw up! ”I whisper to myself again in fact I actually haven’t thrown up in years. Then something strikes me as rack my brain to figure out what could be the reason for this sudden bout of sickness and what pops in my head next makes me sick again.

“Bobbi are you okay?” he says as he peeks in the bathroom door and finds me on the floor hugging the toilet.