First of all, those people who you think don't spend as much time as they are suppose to around you, love you. Deepenly. You might not realize it or know it. But it's there. It's really there, it's just hiding underneath all the bullshit life gives them. They're tired of life as much as you are. So don't blame them, don't blame you. Blame life. Because it's fucked up in this world. And if you ever, ever, think of risking your life. I'm not guessing that you do, but if you get to that point when you want to and you think you have no choice on living anymore. Hold the fuck on. Do not risk your life, for anybody or anything. Life is a beautiful thing, life is alive. Life makes us.. moving on. And if you were to mess with life, life is going to mess you up. And it's going to make you regret it. You're going to regret everything, if you risk your life. Do, not, ever try something that will harm yourself. Okay? Second of all, change that. Change everything and make something good. Something that will prove them wrong. Just prove them wrong because, everybody has brought into life for a reason. You just have to find that reason. But please don't change yourself for other people, if they think you don't satisfy them. Leave. Leave the fuck out of their lives, because it's not worth it. It's not worth a second of your time to fight for something that isn't worth fighting for. I fought for somebody once, but it really turned out to be something I didn't want all along. All along I was fighting, I never really truly looked at what's better. What's a good choice. Not a bad one. Third of all, a lot of people get attached to easily. It's life, it's a thing we ALL have to deal with. And if they don't feel the same way, screw them. They're missing out on something way beyond amazing, fight for people who would fight for you. Care for people who care for you. Please people for as if they please you back. Fourth... god. I remembered those days. Trying to be happy. Trying to make something good of myself. It's not over. Life is not over, isn't it? It's still going and going and moving. And YOU are the person who makes life move. So keep it moving. Life's not over yet, it keeps on going and going and no matter what, challenges, choices, difficults, breaking down, lies, secrets, anything. Fight through your way, take life by YOUR hands and tell 'em, 'fuck you,' No matter what, please don't give up. That's all I'm saying. It will get better, oh. You probably heard 824752759258 people say that, 'Oh It's fine honey. Everything will be better.' but I'm meaning it. Everything will get better. You do good things, life gives you good things. Don't give up. I'm here. Your friends are here. We'll always be here.