And you can't make us worry. Only you are that demon prince's foolish servant, no matter what you say. You have more help than you think, and it is not all from that pissant parasite!!! Help that is smart enough not to endlessly annoy you with calls and reminders you have never needed. You are a fool to let that sob treat you like a demented invalid. You are a fool for so many reasons. Indulgence, Weakness, Exposure. This Guardian, ALL Guardians are at a loss with how vulnerable you have made yourself. You have no right to call yourself strong, and perhaps you never did. And quit giving your family grief for problems you create in your own mind that do not exist yet. You just beckon and the negative throngs follow you as one. You drown yourself in black misery - hell, you feed yourSELF to Worry and lose your own being. I have never seen a more negative and pathetic soul. You are weak, no wonder so easily taken advantage of.